dream journal

this is a record of dreams i remember

• may 3 2025mesh grey frbric around protruding spikes that move. students made machines to go inside this mesh. the mesh is the venue for projects that are monstrous and shoul be concealed. a girl was making human/cow gmos, . this gy fell out the seventh floor window and was fine, there was one witness who was stumped. i was in a high up bedroom, with a grey bed, grey walls, i dont know why i was there but it was important. the girl in the gmo room was forced to do it. all the creatures had horrible cow human eyes and they were looking at us. she said he told her to get them moving, so she had to move them. we had to go. we decorated thecar with bright stuffed animals first. also, there was a famil with a child that was using all wooden implements, spice rack toilet everything. and they needed him to stop for some reason, they were all very busy managing him, fretting voer everything. then also me and shreya go accepted into society, idk if she even cared thoguh
• may 5 2025i dreamed my granfather died. and i woke up cold. he checked on a lemon i guess. no one really tried to do the heimlich, so it was like they killed him. likee everyone was waiting for him to die. what a horrible thing. lemons represented him. he died at a restaurant, that turned into our home. part of the dream was that i have a cold and i feel like im suffocating. i also realized during it that i slept through my last lecture of the semester for data structures, which is orrible. blahhhをwwow i woke up out of that like with the most awful feeling. death is so horrible
• may 7 2025forget exactly what happened but i have a feeling of bright colors and lihtheardteness from when i woke up. its been several hours since i woke up. usually when i lay down i remember again